So Don't really blog on here any more here is the link to my real blog this on I this is the blog i first opened so it has to stay but I uses the one in the link more now so Fallow me if you like
fallow if you want I don’t care what you do.
So I don’t really post on here as you guys sure have notice this is the blog I use so fallow me on here if you guys wish thisismelivinglife.tumblr.com
Ahhhhhhhhhh I’m just ahhhhh I’m so frustrated I hate me mom I hate her so fucking much no fuck words can describe how much I just. And every wing that’s is trying to take down my theatre teacher the one who beloved in me so much the one I really think about every time I want to fucking kill my self the one why I was just so scared to talk to because
I’m not Doing what I want what e supported me in. Fuck all if you parents and actors that are screwing him over right now I hope karma kicks you in the ass and rips you a knew one
I…I…..idk. Today sucks. On the positive got me some new bras……………-,_,- that really doesn’t matter. I’m getting yelled at by the past I’m having such a bad week. I need to get back on my meds…….get back to numb.
of so many things….I don;’t have any of my blades with me…..ugh
Boo!!!!! no no new things….
I should finish my personal statement but I don’t know what to say. how can I say that in honest truth the hardest thing i had to do was say i need help and let my self be placed in the hospital without argument or backing down….how do i say that with out screwing up my chance at this school?
This house is like a shadow just always there never really going away. It ways you down not physically but mentally. As much as I say my mom and sister hurt me and how much I can’t stand them I miss them. It’s like I said I can never hold a grudge I can’t hold on to my hate I just let it go. Or in my moms words today from picking me up I’m a push over and people take advantage of it….
Okay so I’m a little fucked up…I was suicidal I used to cut I used to get high like no tomorrow doesn’t mean you have to remind me every day about it…….Trying to get better here…thanks for the support…..B\ blah